'The' Voice Disclaim

[ang tagal bago ko nasabi]

ang 'self-absored' pakinggan ng 'The' Voice
+ di naman talaga ako ang 'The' Voice

[baka naging ecstatic ako/na overwhelm sa ideya ng The Voice saka Munting Tinig na pelikula]

anyway, ayun
hindi ako 'Ang Natatanging Boses'

just some dude blurting out shit.

...as if I'm the one who's right
..or as if I'm right
.as if I should be followed


.......probably gonna change it someday....
not today.
cause today i'm wasting my life
and the most productive thing I'm doing is sewing my katsa
+
still uncertain what to replace it with...

Gnight Gday
and Merry Christmas :D
[no longer the date but tis still the season :D :D :D]

NoteToSelf NumberBlaBlaBla

Must remember the feeling of hurt when sister expressed 'not liking the music i was playing'

When similar situation arises,
wherein,
I do not really like music of friend
and cannot understand friend liking it

Hopefully, I would think twice before saying
'di ko gusto yung kanta
o
'di ko maintindihan bakit mo gusto

Hopefully



NoHate->people who would slip into saying 'di ko gusto.....'

@self

Don't get 'trapped'

uhhh this message is kinda just for me

[@self]

haha

ang mensaheng ito ay medyo para sakin haha

oh yeah, it's regarding computer

getting 'trapped' with/in/dunnoknow computer

porn fb bla bla bla

Anger and Ways [Two Vee Edited]

---
Lying down while discussing with Mom
Trying to calm down
While explaining
And trying to convey
Trying to discuss
Trying to listen
Understand

Avoid shouting
Loud voice

However, was 'knocking' the wall
lightly 'pounding' the bed
making hand gestures
hand gestures were, in a way, heavy
frustration was noticeable in voice

I do not know if I were able to do was is right
If my mom was not that hurt
I maybe could only hope
Ask her?Confirm? I am not sure how to ask that. . .
---
[Meron pa sigurong idadagdag]















---
ohh ohh ohh
salamat sa http://www.linesacross.com/2011/08/how-to-rotate-pictures-in-blogger.html?showComment=1370368758928#c5723511145763300442
natutunan kong mag rotate ng mga larawan =)))

IDon'tFeelLikePuttingATitle // DiKoRamdamMaglagayNgPamagat

still confused about yesterday
still confused...
okay na sana sakin eh. natanggap ko. kahit na masakit. nag-iisip na rin sana ako ng mga paraan at anong mga magagawa ko.
tapos...
anggulo...

,but I should not hold a grudge
anger
hatred
shouldn't wish them bad or misfortune
for revenge
[revenge seems to be so tempting for others.though, i must admit. It has also been tempting to me.]
[to have the upper hand][let go of the upper hand]

still. It's hard to smile. to be light hearted. not different.
I don't feel like it, and I do not want to.
Just not now.
Sorry.

To forgive, maybe. Okay lang naman siguro.
Pero,
di pa rin yata nawawala sa ngayon
ang confusion
at yung di ako masyadong makangiti.





pero
noon
o medyo minsan ginagawa ko
kahit na
medyo malungkot
o basta, 'down'
medyo nakangiti pa rin
kaya pa
sinusubukan
di naman yun maskara...nakangiti pati ang saloobin

Infiltrating the Academy [Two Vee Edited]

A stranger with a large backpack,

treks the high mountains,

scurries through the vast meadows,

crosses the rugushing rivers,

listens to random words,

and reaches the destination.

There the stranger tries to fulfill his/her goal.

Professing to a class of students under a business course

About the things that the stranger thinks are important.

[The above text was only for the purposes of entertainment of the author. Apologies]

[[magulo to haha..grabe...pero baka lang may tao na makakaintindi ng sulat ko xD

just an idea]]

People who own businesses

[Chinese

Sorry xD

Racism? -.- stereotyping -.- LaSalle -_- I am so sorry]

[NO to -> 'kasi mga tagaLaSalle'…'yan talagang mga Chinese'…'mga mayayaman talaga']

[-____-]

[yung Chinese at LaSalle…..mga ‘images’ lang sila sa utak ko…just a picture…..hindi naman sa totoong buhay..pektyur lang sa utakens]

People who own businesses -----(send their children to school)---à business courses

[well, not all or most]

[there IS that situation, hai?]

In their classes,

[I wish they would not be bad business people]

Remind/also show to them/also expose to the problems of society

[yung ginagawa ng Sacred Heart, now Ateneo de Cebu, yung pinapunta sa Colon/Carbon yung mga estudyante para mamili…mukhang okay yun…though, yeah posibleng magkaroon ng also-in-my-view na medyo useless..di naman useless..yun bang merong dapat ibago/improve sa method/concept itself…okay na rin..konti…[[[pwedeng sa hulihan nalang ito isulat]]]

a.       Employees

b.      Poverty

c.       Environment

And to encourage them to keep an open mind [being ‘open’ … not ‘closed’[DUUH not closed nga yung open =))][paano ba to haha..uhh….open = medyo cultural relativism….not really open to cultures..open to stuff=))open to opinion..open to differences..open to conflict…open to people …basta open =))][[[yung parang ‘definition’ ng ‘open’ -> kumbaga sa huli..parang yung ‘definitino of terms’]]]][[[WOOOW salamat CommI CommII at Investigatory Project sa terjer at portyer =))]]]

And open eyes [to see something that is wrong..or to make connections in the mind..tapos malalaman nilang ‘ay, mali yan’]

My priority: responsible business peeps

In the sense that they would not unconsciously bring harm

I am sorry if this would happen:

Lose all money xD

Note:

If implemented to all business courses

Note that not all students have luxurious life

There are those that enrolled to 'earn money to survive'

Even those of luxurious life, in a way, enrolled to earn money to survive

è 'Kuya Richard'

To learn/have an edge at earning money

The ‘taking note’ goal is to say:

è Subtle.Doing it subtley…Subtle imposition(?) encouragement/exposure

[kasi nga business course…major->business

è Not too long in # of hours

è Take note of req’s……baka sobra2x

o   O masyadong mabigat

o   O di related

o   O no effect/useless on learning

[[[[[sa huli:: maybe too hard to do at first^^^^^…maybe step by step////one by one……pero sana naman, hindi patagalin/bagalan -.-]]]]]

Again, my priority:

To balance things out

Money           other things

              /\

Specific things to learn:

The effect of throwing garbage&spiling toxic waste

Why is it bad?

Morality stuff

empathy

possible bad result for parents….saka naiintindihan ko konti na bad effect nga ito:

students not able to do any business thing

i.e. construct a building

magagawa siguro para MindfulOfEnvironemtn & BusinessStillRunning

->improvision ->doing what you can to minimize

->research =) open to research….i.e. situation->me doing my CommII -_- ….open to research students xD

Pero baka rin naman,

Nangyayari na iyon =)

NatSci3 SocSci1 Philo1

CommI CommII

Baka rin di ko napapansin

Kasi nga, di naman ako nakapasok na business course [though,medyo business course yung sakin=)]

Not seeing their everyday opportunity in learning..their everyday classes..

Maybe like NSTP

->seminars

*strategic kung saan andun na sa eskwelahan ang mga estudyante[coz of another subj they sorta like/need]

Saka->hindi afterclass hours xD->riskyxD->aalis naxD

Pectyur in mind-> a professor professing what he ‘knows’ and thinks to a business course class

No Hate

Just Love

Tenen teeh nenen

^^sort of song xD

[Blank] // [Blanko]]

You intend to try to understand
I try to explain
     but I still hide some things that could explain further
          [doubt/fear][that it would be better if i told you]

then you don't understand

     then you get frustrated
          [you're] still confused
angry...shout
"Di kita maintindihan!"

sinong nasaktan?
     fine, nasaktan ka rin pero

masakit yung sinubukan ng isang taong magpaliwanag pero ayun, galit ang natamo niya

yeap yeap
I should still try and continue to explain
not giving up
I would not think of this situation::
     You ask 'what?'
     Then I would give up explaining
But there's still fear
     ano? ...
     ano? ...
     ano? ...
     ano? ...
     ano? .....

basta uie...
     ang orihinal kong nais sabihin

fif you wish to understand,
I hope you're ready/aware that you may not.

And from that awareness [of the possibility]
you would not shout at me


disclaim
no hate
just sad
@reader
if you're a receiver of a shout, I hope you don't hold a grudge
or you don't hate
or blaaaa insert negative stuff
For me, it would be wrong...
@reader
if you're a 'bystander'....
same...
no hate......................................




----
yey! ice cream haha
haaay
sorry if selfish -.-
-----

ah, by the way
it was between my sister and I ^^
baka mamaya akalain na kasintahan o ewan =))

[Blank] // [Blanko]

'Music heals'
...
could it again?...idk...we'll see

[Blank]

Water rushes from above.

Hair | Face | Body

Drenched

Wasting time

Not knowing what to do when I get out of here

'Fear' of not knowing what to do when I am 'out there'

Immobilized

Wasting time

"Just get out of the shower."

...

[^^ my situation][-ish]

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[my 'association']

Sometimes

'It' will just come to you.

o

Minsan

Alam mo naman talaga kung anong gagawin pero binabalewala lang.

Ewan.

I may only know that I do need to get out of there at some point.

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Tungkol sa pamagat // Regarding the title::

Wala akong naisip eh xD

Una, "Shower"

Tapos, "Ligo"

Tapos, "Water"

Tapos, "Tubig"

Ewan. Parang walang akong naisip na angkop na ipapangalan =D

I couldn't think of any xD

First it was ,"Shower"

Then, "Ligo"

Then, "Water"

Then, "Tubig"

Dunno. It seems like I could not think of any 'appropriate' title =D

You Make Me Smile

--
sorry, but this one's a personal post
--

@this particular person
odd =) you continue to confuse me...but this one's in a good way
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=569728706380599&set=a.462684070418397.107062.186509288035878&type=1&theater


to any reader out there [i even have doubts if anyone even reads stuff here]
sorry, if i made a personal post
but felt like this was the only place I could put this 'sentiment' [not sure if it's the right word]
it was the last place that I could think of
,wherein my expression of 'sentiment' would only be subtle
and uhm, not grabbing much attention =)

p.s.
please, if ever, calm your anger towards those whom you consider 'attention-grabbers' -.-
-understand others
-keeping calm and overcoming anger/irritation
-avoid being 'judgmental'
-suspend judgment
*sigh*
=]

Be Aware of Computer [Initial]

Be aware of your computer time
Be aware. Not entirely 'beware'.
Just 'awareness'
of what you do
how much time you spend
what you are looking at
the buffer time
and the things that you do while buffering

because
you may not notice it
but
you may already be
losing time
losing creativity
your awareness of the this 'world' may be stolen
a blank state of mind
and temptations slipping through



BUUUUUT
maybe it's just me
is it just me? Is it just I who has this 'battle'?
Only 'my battle' to take. . .
possibly
maybe

maybe this post is not for you




By the way,
if you read this post
and you felt a feeling of 'anger'
no, not necessarily the term 'anger'
just something like it

please, stop
please, don't
I do not wish to add 'anger' or 'hatred' to anyone's 'heart'

I wish to say to you
not to bash others who fall for temptations
I wish to ask you
not to belittle your classmates
I wish to tell you
not to scold your child using MY post and words

If you wish for change, (that is if you have the 'thought' of positive change for others)
just
let them 'read'...probably not this post...but something else
that would make them realize your point
I hope you make it subtle
because at some point
'change' comes from within