Huwebes, Disyembre 20, 2012

Dasal (HINDI kasama ang mga nakakairita kong mga komento) // Prayer (withOUT the annoying random thoughts)


I just hope that people would retain or maybe acquire a sense of control for tomorrow.
All I want to say is that
I pray
Or to be sweeter in other people’s ears
I hope
That people would remain calm
And ‘centered’ [Raven of Teen Titans haha]
And yes
I have my fears
My fear of people losing control
Or voluntarily losing control


I just hope no one would get overwhelmed [in the sense that they would do negative things]
Whether or not the renowned rumour would be falsified.

I really do hope that no one would get OVERWHELMED
                            That every one would think clearly
                             Or think before they leap

I pray that people will think about consequences and responsibilities. Care about those that would be negatively affected by one’s actions.

P.S.
I also hope that those that would deal with people causing the trouble
Would also be calm
And 'centered'
Such that they would also not inflict harm upon those who have caused trouble
             Some of the people who may cause troubles just lack awareness / knowledge of the consequences
Also
Being calm, peaceful, kind, and good
Does not entirely hurt
. . .

Dasal (kasama ang nakakairitang kong mga komento) // Prayer (with the annoying random thoughts)


It’s
---okay [I] was about to say exactly 11.00 pm, but it just became 11.01 pm haha—

--start---

I just hope that people would retain or maybe acquire a sense of control for tomorrow.
All I want to say is that
I pray
Or to be sweeter in other people’s ears
I hope
That people would remain calm
And ‘centered’ [Raven of Teen Titans haha]
And yes
I have my fears
My fear of people losing control
Or voluntarily losing control

[it’s 11.11 just remembered R*****. A friend. .it’s her favourite number..and it may be because of her that I discovered about wishing when it’s 11.11]

I just hope no one would get overwhelmed [in the sense that they would do negative things]
Whether or not the renowned rumour would be falsified.

I really do hope that no one would get OVERWHELMED
                            That every one would think clearly
                             Or think before they leap
[you know, like the goat story(with the accent of willow of buffy the vampire slayer)]

I pray that people will think about consequences and responsibilities. Care about those that would be negatively affected by one’s actions.

P.S.
I also hope that those that would deal with people causing the trouble
Would also be calm
And 'centered'
Such that they would also not inflict harm upon those who have caused trouble
             Some of the people who may cause troubles just lack awareness / knowledge of the consequences
Also
Being calm, peaceful, kind, and good
Does not entirely hurt
. . .



P.P.S.
Kahit na parang imposible
At parang konti lang ang pag.asang mababasa ito ng mga taong nilalaanan ko nito
Gagawin ko pa rin
Dahil siguro sa konting pag.asa
Sa konting tsansa
Luck
Hope
Possibility
sorry to say, faith


Just remembered *****
Maybe, he was right.
Maybe I was wrong when I said that nothing is impossible.
But then,
If I could just rephrase it.
Maybe the statements or questions::
Who knows which ones are impossible? Who knows which ones are possible?
Yeah, that is more like it. . .
Idealistic
But, kind of realistic
J

Martes, Disyembre 18, 2012

Aking Kinakatakutan // My Fear


Ano ito? Ikalawang yugto? haha
What is this? A second chapter? haha


Argh naiisip ko MULI kanina
kung makasasama ba talaga ang contraceptives.
Sa huli, di ko pa rin mawari (?) / maisip na wala itong masamang maidudulot.

-------
oh wow
pasado na RAW ang RH Bill
tama ba ito?
o mali ang pagkaintindi ng mga tao
ang pagkakaalam ko
eh pinagbobotohan / may reading pa eh
oh well
tapusin ko nalang siguro to
malay mo
baka nagkamali yung source / yung nagsabi nun
=)
------

ang debate lang naman ay yung  contraceptives and such (di ko alam kung ano pa bang itatanggal muna) diba?
bakit ba tanggalin MUNA
muna ha, temporarily
para naman maipasa na yung ibang bagay
tulad ng edukasyon sa kababaihan
isa rito ay kung HINDI ako nagkakamali
ay pwedeng sa bahay manganak ang isang babae
basta at basta lamang
nagpakonsulta na ang babae sa isang doktor
at naglamang regular lang naman ang magiging panganganak ng isang babae
HINDI AKO SIGURADO
pero ito yung natatandaan ko sa sinabi nung isang 'regent' ba yun.... =D
hay
basta
iyon lang at tatapusin ko na ito
matutulog na ako =D
sige

P.S.
baka may baguhin ako sa naisulat ko rito
kasi babasahin ko siya muli
dahil rin siguro sa nagdududa ako kung tama // malapit ba siya sa nais kong sabihin
sige

Miyerkules, Disyembre 12, 2012

My Fear // Aking Kinakatakutan


I fear
a fear
a thought
maybe just a thought
but I just hope that you would also think of this

No, I am no longer updated of the RH Bill
I have no idea if there was anything added
omitted
or retained

So please forgive me
if I have a feeling
that the use of contraceptives is still part of the RH Bill


My fear
is that the wide use of contraceptives
and it being a part of educating women
would promote
the act of sex itself

A factor that may stop a person
from engaging in sex
is the consequence of having a child
the responsibility now ignored
what would then stop a person from having sex?

Again
it is a fear
a worry
a thought
what would happen to the kids/teens
who would think
that
hey sex is okay

there is no longer a need for abstinence
there would no longer be a thought of a child


what I fear?
slightly that
people
would go
crazy for sex =))
a laughing manner
but not that's not entirely my initial fear haha


My fear
there would no longer be a thought of a child
not much importance
neglect
ignore

I fear
abortion








P.S.
may gusto rin akong mga parte sa RH Bill
PROatANTI nga di ba? haha
yung promotiong of women's rights
education
natural family planning
MORE birthing facilities
SPREAD of birthing education
yun
seryoso
para sa akin
ipasa ang RH Bill
kung wala yung contraceptives