Anger and Ways [Two Vee Edited]

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Lying down while discussing with Mom
Trying to calm down
While explaining
And trying to convey
Trying to discuss
Trying to listen
Understand

Avoid shouting
Loud voice

However, was 'knocking' the wall
lightly 'pounding' the bed
making hand gestures
hand gestures were, in a way, heavy
frustration was noticeable in voice

I do not know if I were able to do was is right
If my mom was not that hurt
I maybe could only hope
Ask her?Confirm? I am not sure how to ask that. . .
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[Meron pa sigurong idadagdag]















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IDon'tFeelLikePuttingATitle // DiKoRamdamMaglagayNgPamagat

still confused about yesterday
still confused...
okay na sana sakin eh. natanggap ko. kahit na masakit. nag-iisip na rin sana ako ng mga paraan at anong mga magagawa ko.
tapos...
anggulo...

,but I should not hold a grudge
anger
hatred
shouldn't wish them bad or misfortune
for revenge
[revenge seems to be so tempting for others.though, i must admit. It has also been tempting to me.]
[to have the upper hand][let go of the upper hand]

still. It's hard to smile. to be light hearted. not different.
I don't feel like it, and I do not want to.
Just not now.
Sorry.

To forgive, maybe. Okay lang naman siguro.
Pero,
di pa rin yata nawawala sa ngayon
ang confusion
at yung di ako masyadong makangiti.





pero
noon
o medyo minsan ginagawa ko
kahit na
medyo malungkot
o basta, 'down'
medyo nakangiti pa rin
kaya pa
sinusubukan
di naman yun maskara...nakangiti pati ang saloobin